This may or may not be updated on a regular basis, most likely not. I'll get to it eventually.
“I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head.”
So I kind of have a problem. I have become a serial dater. It’s bad. I’ve hurt so many people these past two semesters. My newfound confidence is screwing with my head. I’m not used to this many guys liking me and I am letting it turn me into someone I don’t like very much. Last night I told a guy I liked him and he said he wasn’t looking for a relationship. The nice way to turn someone down basically, but it actually was okay. I really liked him, but I was shockingly really okay with it. It was almost relieving. I got turned down. Hasn’t happened for awhile and I’m glad it did. It’s put me back into my place and I definitely needed that. My ego was getting too big. Anyway, this summer is going to be about focusing on my classes at college for a summer semester and just relaxing. A lot of volleyball too. :)
